Happy Saturday! For those of you that didn’t read my updated comment on my previous post, Maybe Baby, here it goes…
I posted that entry on Wednesday night and I did call the doctor first thing Thursday morning. I explained what was going on, how I was feeling, my symptoms and about taking way too many home pregnancy tests (HPT). The nurse said it’s very possible I could be pregnant and that my levels just aren’t high enough to be detected yet. She also said there’s a good chance that I just “skipped” a period. WTF.
Momma always told me if you were late you were knocked up. I’m pretty sure she lied to me. She also said that I’d burn in hell if I had premarital sex (which I tested, and I’m burn free!).
The nurse also suggested that I relax… stop taking HPT and just not worry about it. Easier said than done, for sure. She said to call on the 12th if I haven’t started my period and they’d do a blood test and go from there.
In the back of my mind, I can’t stop convincing myself I’m pregnant. We want this so bad and I can’t move on. It’s all I can think about… although I’ve been doing a good job of keeping busy.
Last night I organized the things I have to write reviews for, wrapped a few presents and chatted with my best friend. I lit a candles, turned on some music and tried to relax and not worry about this whole shenanigan. When I get bored and start worrying, I go enter some giveaways. LOL! That keeps me busy and gives me something to concentrate on.
I’m praying that I’m pregnant and can have a wonderful, healthy pregnancy. But until I know for sure, I’m trying to stay calm and relax. My mom says that I need to be patient and not worry… WHAT?! She knows me better than that, I’m the most impatient person ever. She followed up her comment with saying that if I am pregnant, I have nine months to wait so I better get used to it. She’s sweet, ain’t she?!
Oh, and the one thing I’m trying not to do is Google my symptoms. Jesus H. Christ…. by reading those search pages, you’d think I was about to die in 45 minutes. Do not Google your symptoms EVER!
I’ll try to keep y’all updated… and please, pray for me. Thank you, I love your advice and what not.
17 days late… and counting.